Blair Cornelia Waldorf Upper East, Manhattan, NY, United States
You can find me in the club,
with a bottle full of bub. I also got the X if you into taken drugs! I'm in there having sex and I ain't into makin' love. So won't you come give me a hug, if you're into gettin' rubbed?
You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast? Well that's what it's like when I see a store. Only it's better.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009:
Once.
The sun is shining on my window as the snow is falling on the grass.
The beauty of sunset on a snowy evening is too much for me to handle.
Tears are running down my cheeks like a waterfall rushing down the valley.
The laughter outside somehow seems unreal to me.
Many couples are holding hands- with their hot coffee, as they walk down the street.
Smiling, so happy as they look into each other eyes so passionately.
I laugh at myself. How could I be so stupid? There is no Cupid!
Looking for love is like looking for a shooting star...
Shakespeare once said 'It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.'
So I wipe my last tear with the wet overused tissue. I stand up from my bed and turn on my light. I look into the mirror. I smile as I can barely recognize myself with black mascara smeared all over my face.
I knew right then that it was going to be okay. I decided from this point on, that I'm done!
I'm done looking for love.
But instead, I'll wait. I'll wait until whenever destiny decides to knock on my door.