"You, speak Prada? ": March 2009

You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast? Well that's what it's like when I see a store. Only it's better.

One of the many reasons why going to Manhattan will never be a bore for me.

Lady gets in a cab.
Stoplight turns red.
Cab stops in front of another girl waiting at the bus stop.
Lady inside the cab lowers her window and says,

"Are you going to the city?"

"Yes."

"Do you want to share a ride with me?"
smiles

"Oh. No thanks, I'm good, I'm good."
smiles

"Are you sure?"

"Mm-hmm."

"Well, the rain's gonna start pouring and the light's gonna change anytime now so, c'mon, hop on!"

smiles
"I'm sure the bus is gonna come any minute now anyway."

"Okay, 'cause, I mean, you don't even have to split the fare with me."

"Really? Oh, that's so nice of you. But I'm okay, thank you though."

"Oh-kay, you have a good day!"

"Alright! Thanks again!"

You live in the Philippines. I live in NY. How the hell do you manage to work your way into my business from all the way over there?

Blair Waldorf: "Game over."
Chuck Bass: "It's not over until I say it's over. "
Blair Waldorf: "Well, have fun playing with yourself then."

I'm not mad, I'm done with that. I just want to vent-- and irritate "THEM" people while doing so, just as they have equally irritated me too! HAH! You just can't stop pushing my buttons, can you?

I can't do anything if other people send me piclinks of whatever it is that THEY are writing about me-- that's out of my hands already.

I don't know if these anonymous senders give them to me because they want to insult me or something.
I don't know if their intentions are pro me or against me.
I don't know if whoever is doing this, does this because he/she likes the drama our parties bring to the table.
I don't know if it's an attack to THEM; for whatever reasons these strangers have.
I don't know anything.
I just don't know.

And I wanted to be the bigger person and not mind whatever it is that they have been saying behind my back, mainly because it was done on THEIR territory. Yes, THEM. THEY did it again. But what I just discovered really affected me.

I'd like to believe that I had been raised well.
I respect others, and the whole nine yards. I keep close ties because I can keep secrets... no matter who they are about. Even if they're against my own Mother, I take them to the grave. (I think that it's only fair to the other person since he/she entrusted me with it which means that he/she had faith in me at the time the secret was exchanged.)

I may have spilled quite a few times, but I choose the secrets I expose wisely. Little ones, like someone having some sort of a crush on someone, are okay to tell in my opinion, as these things change in time. Besides, all of us have crushes anyways, right? It's not that big a deal. And because I'm like this, I expect the people I have entrusted my secrets to, to also do the same, regardless.

Regardless!
No matter what.
Regardless of what our relationship is today or what it might be a few years from now.

You should know that when I confided myself to you in the past, I trusted that you would never tell a soul about that issue. It's my secret to tell, not yours. It's my body that got affected by it, not yours. It's not something petty, it's a life and death situation. For you to just blab it to everyone, for you to joke about it and for you to poke at it and shove it in my face, is not funny. It's not. You crossed the line of decency. You crossed it.

Things I have shared to you in confidence are things really important to me... and that goes the same for what you have with me. I may have been an open book to everyone and I may have expressed my feelings in my blogs but I've never told anyone or wrote down anything that I know would humiliate you. You know, things...

Like the time you wanted to get back with me because you told me that there was no future between you and her because you wanted to have a family and you know you couldn't have it with her because she was nearing the end of her child-bearing age already?

You know, things like that.
:-)

Kapal the face!!!

At oo, ikaw na ang numero unong ehemplo nito!

Dear Acne (on my neck),

I HATE YOU!
CAN YOU PLEASE GO AWAY?

I am perfectly fine, seriously. I still have this beautiful smile plastered on my face! Right on! I'm a strong girl.

Ehtangakapalaeeeeh! :-)

The most stupid thing about relationships is, they love you when they see you but when they don’t, they flirt with someone else.

Stay mad as long as you can because once you’re not mad anymore, it hurts. It hurts like hell and once it hurts that bad, you can’t make yourself mad anymore.

Every relationship, even friendship, is bound to fall apart when you start keeping things. Secrets don’t destroy everything, LYING does.

A good apology has 3 parts: I’m sorry, It was my fault and How do I make it right? Sadly, A LOT of people usually miss the 3rd part.

No matter how we try to be mature, we will always be a kid when we all get hurt and cry...

All this time, I have been looking for reasons to stay when there are million of reasons slapped on my face for me to go.

Sometimes loving could be very painful. But it’s so amazing to know that no matter how hard it is, loving someone is still the simplest and best reason why we find ourselves smiling.

If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries. You’ll find secrets. Promises and lies. But what you’ll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong; When nothing is right and everything’s wrong.

He is my self-inflicted pain. A preposterous diversion. A momentary bliss. My blameworthy experience. My poisonous religion. He is my annoyance, and yet he remains to be my only happiness.

Boy, look what you've done to me.

Another day another heartache.--

I cried for hours today thinking about your kiss, your touch, the laughs we shared, and so much more…

I truly HATE how much I love you,
you (fucking) asshole.

:-)

The cure.

Got my hair cut! My hair hasn’t been THISSHORT since… grade school, I think? Ang gaan-gaan sa ulo! Haha! =D Will post pics over the weekend!

Shiiit, ang sarap ng feeling magka-new look, seryoso! Makeover lang pala ang kasagutan sa heartaches eh! Nyahaha! Try it, you guys! Wooh!

Anyway, dahil natuwa ako mashado, itutuloy-tuloy ko na to: mani-pedi, waxing, massage, facial, teeth cleaning, hair dye-ing, (and whatever more I could think of) before we go to Canda-- siyempre para pa-cute sa pictures! Yey! =D

Okay, sige, bye na! Nasa lib lang ako and my next class starts in 15 minutes so I need to go already!

P.S. Pervie, pervie, pervie alert!!! Grabe, kadiri tong katabi ko… ewan ko kung prof to o ano pero ang tanda nya tapos tingin sya ng tingin sa porn pics! Eww, eww, eww! =S

Because like Yaya's, everybody needs a day-off.

CPE Test day!
(Wish me luck!)

Sorry, for the shortness of this entry. While waiting for my next one, why don't you try to visit "Not Always Right" first-- just like FMLife.com, it's one of my most fave sites to browse through too when I need some good laughs.

=*

Wai, I am an attention whore!

(Because we all need ego boosts at times!)

"¡Hola senyora, usted es tan caliente!"

*a friend of mine from back home left a message on my cbox a few months ago, and the day after that, here is what I got from my Friendster inbox:*

"Sama mo pinsan mo! Labas tayo, libre ko."

"Ano uwi ka na o kain muna tayo? Sige na, kahit sandali lang, gutom na ko eh!"

"Sabi ko na nga ba eh! Parang taga-LaSalle ka kasi kung magsalita ka eh."

It hurts, but I haven't cried (YET!).

Schoolworks + Brokenheart = DISASTER.
I SWEAR! That formula beats any algebraic equation's ass! Rawr! Why don't they teach us that at school instead, huh?

The worst part of getting your heart broken is the fact that despite all the school works piled up on your lap, despite the tedious Accounting problems you have to solve, despite the crippled up organizer you have, despite the CPE Exam you need to take this Tuesday which you still haven't studied for, despite keeping yourself locked up in the thought of moving on, still, you find thoughts wandering back to that person...

thinking about the might have been’s,
all your plans.

And then your mind just goes blank again. And you end up realizing the fact that you are not with him now, and that there’s a life ahead of you.

I am writing because I need to get this out. It has only been a few days, but I saw it coming a little bit over a week ago. We still talk and text each other but I don’t know if it’s helping us. I mean, I know for sure, it isn't for me 'cause I still get that glimpse of hope of wanting us to get back together which is Superbad (for him, anyway!). However, certain instances convince me that we are better off as friends.

Hay!
But how do you become friends with someone whom you thought would be THE one for you? I am still trapped in the labyrinth of despair, or hopelessness, of broken dreams and shattered heart.

I want to scream out loudly, "I STILL LOVE YOU!" despite everything that’s been said and done but I’m afraid it’ll only complicate things. It’s different now, I guess. But at least I still have his favorite cap, which I'm not returning IF EVER he asks for it back! Loool! The NY Yankees' cap he was wearing when we first met at school. He lent it to me for me to wear when it was raining, that one day I didn't have a hoodie or an umbrella with me. I forgot to return it to him when we parted streets and I was supposed to bring it back to him the next day but he said I could keep it, so there.

I’ve been exuding that positive vibe ever since the "breakup" (because we weren't OFFICIALLY TOGETHER-TOGETHER) but the fact is, it’s merely a mask. I’m trying to conceal the fact that I feel like a loser. I can give off advices to everyone without having the guts to apply it in my own life. I’ve been there for the people who needed me, but I am not there for myself. I can help heal my friends’ broken hearts, but I don’t know how I can fix mine. And I end up always like this. As in, palaging-palagi nalang.

It’s frustrating as it can be! How can I fall so hard and not notice that I’m completely, utterly lost in memories. HAAAAY, MEMORIES!!! I open my bag, and I find little pieces, like gum foils, reminding me of him. I walk home alone and it reminds me of how we used to walk home together. I cross the street and it reminds me that his house is just one street apart from ours. I smell his cap, and it reminds me of the smell of his room. I go to school and our previous classmates ask me, "How's Christian?" Even when I look at my bilbils, I am reminded of him, because of the chocolates he gave me. Rawr! Everything seems to have that tinge of him… and the truth is, I can’t take it anymore. =((

As if I had a choice.

"I don't know."

"Whaaat? And that helps me, how?"

"I don't... nothing. I'm just saying."

"Fine!"

(silence)

"Whatever, I'll just go. Thanks for bringing me home anyway."

"I'm sorr..."

(slams door in his face- hard)

"You should be!"

...And that was how the fairytale ended.

So much for happy ever afters or true love's kisses. So much for knight in shining armors or being each others' brand of heroine.

Because just like the cloud formation we were trying to decipher a few days ago, your love too, my darling, had fleeted somewhere else...

A girl only needs three things in her life:

1. Love to make her weak.

2. Alcohol to make her strong.
and
3. Friends to pick her up when the first two make her hit the ground.

Good job, You!
Good freakin' job!

I’m a big girl.
I can handle the truth!

Like you said I dish it out... Well guess what I can swallow it too. I am not just putting up a front. Not just going around telling you how I feel to hear lies back. I’ve found the words now. And now all it seems is that you want to stay shut. Not tell me the things I need to know-- but the thing is... I already know.

Half the stuff, anyways.

I just want to hear the words come from your mouth. Tell me you love me but you’ll never love me the way I love you. Tell me the truth. Give it to me raw. I can handle it! Because it's so hard to accept things that haven’t been put on the table.

It's just so fuckin' hard.

6th month curse.

I KNEW IT.

I KNEW IT?
I KNEW IT!
WHY!
WHY?
WHY.

Cosas que me hacen feliz cuando I' el coger de m triste:

iSexist.

Bad ass notes.

iDemoralize.

Even though I haven't seen any Star Wars movie.

Australian kiss? Like a French Kiss, only down under.

Excellent product placement!

Palin 2012: The world's ending anyway.

I'm not laughing.

So that's why Ash chooses you a lot!

Barney S. for the F win!

FML:
"Today, I was at a Chinese restaurant, I'd forgotten my glasses and had a migraine. I was straining my eyes, squinting and rubbing my temples to alleviate my migraine. I was kicked out of the restaurant and banned henceforth because my waitress thought I was mocking her eyes. FML"

Sheldon Cooper:

"I trusted you with my email address and you betrayed that trust by sending me Internet banalities -- Strike One. Touching my food -- Strike Two."

"Greetings, Hamburger Toucher. You are probably wondering why you cannot IM with your little friends about how much you "heart" various things."

"I really don't think this is the kind of thing Jesus concerns himself with."

BADVIBES!BADVIBES!!BADVIBES!!!

Falto mi vieja vida--

"I miss my old life."

I miss the old me.

I miss our late nights by the Chapel.

I miss going home to the dorms after midnight every school night.

I miss, "San kayo upo?" ni Ate Brejanah, tapos may mangungulit na nagtitinda ng fake accessories.

I miss bagyong Milenyo memories.

I miss hanging out at my boys' dorm kahit bawal.

I miss our multi-awarded class.

I miss "unlimited" rice na dapat ubusin or else magagalit si Lola.

I miss the first time matulog sa loob ng Chula Vista pagkatapos ng debut ni Ekai tapos nakakita ng "multo" sa loob days.

I miss Waltermarts/SMD in between classes.

I miss my "surprise" despedida party/sleepover.

I miss roadtrips with Honda URZ413.

I miss making siksik 8 people inside my Civic.

I miss bodyshots nung outing nung first year.

I miss my Deerland (USA) dorms, with the kitties.

I miss watching porn sa cellphone sa may tapat ng building na parang kulungan ng kabayo.

I miss, "I can walk from there to here!" moments.

I miss the drama that started everything.

I miss the First Day High & Housemates ni Kuya club.

I MISS BSN1-8/2-8.
I MISS LASALLE & MY COLLEGE LIFE IN THE PHILIPPINES.
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I MISS HOME.

Alapaap.

Gusto mo bang (gusto mo bang)

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Sumama ?
*Obviously high parin ako sa Eheads! =D

Okay, so tuloy na tuloy na talaga. HUHU! I really want to go!!! =( Meron na nga akong map papuntang bahay nila Cedu-- naka Google Earth pa. Okay, so kulang nalang eroplano papunta dun, sinong pwedeng magprovide? Hay! Kung kasing yaman ko lang talaga si Warren Buffett maski isang araw lang eh. Meow!

So I just made myself happy by re-arranging my make-up kits. That's right, kits, with an S. I have 4 actually. Two, I bring to school with me and the other 2 stay at home. I cleaned my brushes and threw out some old mascaras (HUHU! ANG HIRAP GAWIN!). And kakabili ko lang din kasi ng bago: foundation, powder, concealer, eyeshadows; so I had to make kalikot them for them to all fit. Lalang, natuwa na ko dun. And guess what, I got new undies from VC... for freeeeee!!! And they're black-- teh sexxxy! Haha! Ah, the perks of being an Angel cardholder. Pictures? Next time nalang, 'cause I'm soooo tamad. Haha. Ano pa ba? I got a lot of Zzzz's today 'cause our 8am class was cancelled. Ayun, ang saya! =P Okay, yun nalang muna. Bye! =D

Top ten things (us) women shouldn’t do in public.

1. Apply Full Make-Up
Okay, look. Refreshing your lip gloss after a meal is one thing, but putting your whole face on while riding the bus or subway is so not cool. Set your alarm ten minutes earlier, and do your makeup before you leave your apartment. A woman has to retain a little mystique, you know.

2. Pull out Your Thong from Your Butt Crack
If it’s so uncomfortable in the first place that you have to go digging in places you really shouldn’t, maybe it’s time to switch to underwear with a little more coverage, hmm?

3. Sit Cross-Legged While Wearing a Skirt
Just don’t.

4. Show Off Your Midriff
I don’t care if you’ve got washboard abs, if you could bounce a quarter of your belly, or if you’re only sixteen. Unless you’re on the beach, at the pool, or working for tips, no one, I mean no one, should be running around with an exposed midriff. It’s just not classy.

5. Talk on Your Phone in a Public Bathroom or Dressing Room
Bathrooms and dressing rooms are sort of like Vegas. What happens in them should stay in them, and you with your phone broadcasting every sound to God knows who and subjecting the rest of us to some inane conversation that can absolutely wait until you no longer have your pants around the ankles is not honoring that sacred code.

6. Ask Your Boyfriend If He Loves You
It’s uncomfortable for him; it’s uncomfortable for us. Save your strange pillow talk for when you’re horizontal.

7. Tweeze Errant Hairs or Pop a Pimple
While I understand the temptation of removing any evidence that you’re less than perfect, doing so in public not only underscores your imperfections, it makes you look, well, kinda nasty.

8. Criticize Your Boyfriend
Sure, he may deserve it—especially if he’s treating a waitress like crap or ogling other women, but there’s a time and a place for everything and in public when everyone can hear your private conversation is not it.

9. Adjust the Girls
We’ve all been there before: a boob slips below your underwire or heads too closely to your armpit, but until you find a private spot, resist the urge to reach into your bra and readjust.

10. Pee All Over the Toilet Seat
If you do happen to have bad aim, remember the old adage: If you sprinkle when you tinkle, please be neat and wipe the seat!

*Loool, wala lang! It was from my friend, Maica, and I reposted it 'cause it made me laugh. Haha! All of the above ako eh!! Sorry na! Haha! Ay, except number 2 pala-- never! 'Cause my butt's always busog! Haha! =P Gets? Kasi diba pag kinakain yung undies, sinasabi natin "gutom." Haha! Hirap naman ng buhay na to o, kailangan pa ipaliwanag yun joke! Haha! =P AY ATSAKA 10 PALA... OMG, I've never done that! Eugh! =D

Anyway, highway, skyway, flyaway... I'm so pagod. And I just can't believe that I was at school today. I have NEVER been at school on a Sunday- ever. Unless you count siguro the sleepover we had when I was in 1st grade ata... but that doesn't count 'cause I was a girlscout then. So yun nga. I had to print more or less a hundred pages of readings for my Accounting class, but our library only allows students to print a maximum of 15 pages per student a day. Pero since I'm the shizzz, wala manlang nagbawal sakin! Haha! =P

I was at school today 'cause I had to attend the workshop for my CPE Exam (which I'll be taking next Tuesday: pray for me!!!). I really hope I pass it, 'cause if not, I wouldn't be able to graduate on time. Rawr! Okay, positive thinking lang dapat... I WILL PASS IT; and not only will I pass it but I will PD it-- "PD" daw kasi is the code for when you pass it with flying colors. Hmm, it seemed easy naman, so we'll see, we'll see.

Lalang, I'm sad. Namimiss ko na si Christian... mag 1 week ko na sya hindi nakikita eh. Grr. Eyehateit. Partida, magkatabi pa kami ng street nyan nakatira ah. HUHU! Hirap kasi ng sched. =(( But I understand, priorities are priorities... he has his work, and I have my school- must put that above everything else. Bakit kasi lumipat pa eh. Hmmmm... So yun. But okay lang, the cute bus driver made up for it by constantly checking me out on the bus' rearview mirror. Lalang, saya maka-ego boost. Hehe. Sorry, malandi lang ako talaga! =)

Oh, and I have been watching videos of Ehead's final reunion concert in YT! Waah, I love them!!! Epic talaga sila. Sayang... =( But, well, all good things must come to an end naman talaga- just like The Beatles, diba? Ho-hum. Okay, I'm gonna end this now 'cause I have school NA NAMAN tomorrow! Grr! Grabe second week palang tamad na tamad nako! Haha! Ganito ba talaga pag graduating??? SENIORITIS???!!!??? ^_^

Julie Tearjerky.

So the first week just ended, and I've finally met all of my new teachers/classmates. I like my Oral Communications class the best (classmate-wise; I don't like our prof that much!) because we're all talkative and hyper even though our class starts at 8 in the morning. Haha! Hmm, must be the coffee! I have also met a bunch of cool, new people- potential friends that I talk to at class, but sadly, I've been eating lunch alone again- GRR! Christian kasi, why'd you have to make lipat pa! Booo! =P

My Principles of Management class naman is okay. No friends (YET!) at this class, but the prof is really nice, although kind of weird at the same time. He's Asian, I know and I'm assuming that 'cause he's singkit... I just haven't figured out yet if he's Chinese or Japanese or Korean. But his surname is Yoon, so Chinese, probably?!? The first meetings were boring, absent pa sya the 2nd day kaya we had to answer some stupid essay questions na hindi naman pala graded. Kainis 'cause sayang my time no! Sana nagsabi nalang sya na hindi sya papasok. Rawr! But okay lang, nakakaganti naman kami kasi tawa lang kami ng tawa sa accent nya lalo na pag hindi namin sya maintindihan. Haha! Sama no? =P

Um, my Computer class was okay. I like the teacher, only he's just a little bit too madaldal for me. Other than that, everything's fine naman. Syempre libre internet eh! Nakakapag-Plurk ako! =P Loool! Tapos the other day pa I was Facebook-chatting with one of my bestest friends in CSA, Karla and two of my bestest friends in LaSalle, Eman and Migs too! Haha! My classmates are really nice, and we formed some kind of "group" na there. First time ko magka-friend na Russian!! Haha! He's cute, tapos Multilingual (5 languages) pa... okay na sana eh, kaso nung first day nakita ko may cliffhanger sya inside his nose. Nyahaha! Wala, fail na agad! =P

At eto, kung boys at boys lang ang paguusapan, winner na winner ang Marketing class ko. HAHA! Diverse kung diverse eh! =D I don't know their names, pero there's Chinito boy-- who has a very, very sexy Korean accent; sarap lang eh! Haha! The Black dude which is soo papable 'cause he always comes in his work clothes- fierce! And this American boy na kahawig ni Z. Efron! Haha! Sweaaaar, yung buhok nya naka brush-up pa! =P I like my teacher there too, si Sir John Marino- parang Filipino lang yung name no, pero he's puuuure white! =)) Overall, I like this class 'cause a lot of my classmates here were my classmates before so meron ng instant buddies! Haha! And they kept on asking me kung kamusta na si Christian... Eeeh, kilig naman ako! =))

I have 7 classes all in all for this Semester, but I'm taking only 5 for this Session para sa Session 2 na yung last two. I just met with my Accounting 2 class a while ago. Spanish na naman yung prof ko! Haha! Sabi ko na nga ba eh, parang yung prof ko lang dati for Accounting 1. Nakakatuwa sila kasi pareho style nila- naninindak sa first meeting! Parang Mafia's lang magsalita eh, eh hindi naman sila Italian! Nyahaha! =P But I know deep inside they're really nice. Helloooo, my Dad kaya is Spanish! Ganun lang sila. Haha! Funny pa nung prof ko kanina, he reminded me of Dr. House kasi mura sya ng mura and ang bossy nya tapos iika-ika sya maglakad kasi naka-cast yung paa nya (sa Monday pa daw tatangalin). Wala lang! Haha! Wish ko lang pumasa ako dito, wala na kasi si Chris, my "tutor." HUHU! =P

Just a quick recap of how my first school week (Spring Semester) went. Madami-dami pa sana akong gustong i-share kaso I don't wanna bore you guys with all the workload I need to do na agad (ang saya no, first week palang yun: pressure!!!). And I'm really tired too so natamad narin ako magsulat pa. Haha! 7 days nga ako papasok this week eh! Pero this week lang naman, 'cause tomorrow, I have this review class for the CPE Exam I'm gonna be taking. So yun. Hay, okay, better hit the sheets now. Night, you! =*

Someone worth knowing.

Some of my fave stand up comedians are Chris Rock, Robin Williams, Ray Romano and Jerry Seinfeld; but I knew all of them as TV/Movie stars first before I found out that they started as such.

Just a few days ago, my Mom brought home a DVD of this guy, Russell Peters. The DVD was borrowed from my Mom's co-worker because he kept on telling my Mom that it was the funniest show he has ever seen. I've never heard of him before so I thought it was just another one of those overrated artists. The DVD remained untouched above our cable box until last Monday, when my Mom remembered that she still has it. We watched it after we had our dinner, and well, I know this is such an overused expression of mine but, I LOVED IT! An hour and a half of pure, genuine laughtrip moments! Haha!

(A random sketch I found of him in YT.)

He's a real comic genius (for me)!!! A lot of his jokes are green-- which is why I love it all the more! Haha! =D And he can make a great Filipino accent too: "Putangina nitong bumbay na to!" HAHA! Seriously, he said that on the DVD we watched.

Ayun lang, I just wanted to share with you guys my new favorite person! =))

I wanna run through the halls of my highschool.

My Senior class (4J) in CSA will be having a reunion sometime at the end of this month. I really wanna go, but obviously, I can't. HUHU. Karla Estilles, YOU HAVE TO GO FOR ME!!! =)) Babes, kailangan mo makita si HMMHMM! =P Lalala... Landiin mo tapos balitaan mo ko pagpunta mo dito! Eeeeh!! =))

HAAAAAY. 4 years narin pala:

OUR YEARBOOK:
(My write-up)--
"Nadine... Nadz... Baby Dindin... daming kwento... ang tining ng boses... mabait... friendly & funny... madaling pakisamahan & masarap kausap... loves Pucca and Paulfrank... kulit... sayang kasama... cute... rosy cheeks... blushgirl, di na kailangan ng blush... kissable... bubbly... laging naka-smile... mahilig sa chocnut... crazy, sexy, cool... smiling face... masarap kabiruan... asteeg... aliw... the bomb... caring, sweet lady... happy-go-lucky... cute ng mga accessories... ultra beauty... mahilig sa picture nya... maputi... matangkad... Goddess Aphrodite... boymagnet... galing kumanta, feeling chorale... artistahin... tawa ng tawa... cheerful... very good friend... mahilig mag-make face na cute... future beauty queen... makakapagpasigla ng araw... girly... hyper... parang proton- hindi negative at laging fully charged... maraming nagmamahal... trustworthy... daming fun memories ng BC with her... Cavite girl... telebabad... a true person... big hearted... one-in-a-million... friend till the end... di nangiiwan sa ere... daming crush... Charlie's Angels... kulot... magugulatin... the best... daming kiliti... madrama minsan... NewYork... magaling magbigay ng advice... bibbo... solid Bedo's Clan!"

MY SUPERKLASSE.

(One of) My fave teacher/adviser, Sir Nacion;
and our fave co-adviser, Sir Ebaeguin.
♥

AAAAH! Nostalgia!!!
I MISS! I MISS! I MISS!!!

Weirdest pick-up lines (in one day!).

From a Man of Color:
"Would you like to be my prom date?"
(I'm flattered that you think I look like your age, but dude, I don't wanna be convicted with phedo! Lol!)

From a Pinoy:
"Where do you get your hair done?"
(Haha! WTF?!?)

Wai? Wai? What is up with that?
And why do I always get those on bus stops?
Hmm... =P

RIP, Master.

Some are friends and some are foes,
Some have some while some have most.
Every color and every hue,
Is represented by me and you.
Take a slide in the slope,
Take a look in the kaleidoscope.
Spinnin' round, make it twirl.
In this kaleidoscope world...

You might think it's weird but I am crying right now. I just found out, like two minutes ago, that he had passed away through this video. I cannot believe it! And he was so young. =(( Last week pa pala? That's what I get for doing the *mark all as read* thing in Plurk and barely browsing through my friends' Multiply updates. Damn it, I wish we have TFC!!! ='((

I feel sad. I may not know his family personally, but through some friends (like Camille and Abbie) and through some of their & others' personal blogs (like Nica P. and Chuvaness), I have gotten to know Francis, Pia, Maxx, Frank, Saab (and the others) a little bit deeper. I feel for them because I know how it's like to lose a Dad. It's hard. It's just plain hard, period. I'm just so sad right now. I wish there was some way I could appease them but since I'm a thousand miles away, all I can do is give all of them my heartfelt condolences.

Here's to you, FM! I know you're looking down on all of us with a smile on your face. Say hi to my Dad and my Lola for me! =''')

P.S. From Chuvaness' blog--
"The atmosphere was light. His family, though tired, had smiles. I was told he died peacefully with Pia singing to him in the ICU, when he flatlined."
=''')

My bag is packed, I'm ready to go (to school!).

First day of Spring Session 1!!! Woooo!!! =))

What's inside my schoolbag?

My new schoolbag!!! I'm sooo into anything with animal prints right now! Isn't she a beauty? =P

New notebooks. Looovette!

My new organizer & the colored pencils I use to write on it (which I had since 4th year high school!).

Sneak peak of some of my entries?

The "Welcome Page." =P
I drew the angel to represent me, but it ended up looking like Jen Aniston. Agree? Haha! I suck at arts! =P

My first entry for the year... because we celebrated New Years' at Tangers (Outlet). =))

How do they make YOU feel? Haha!
Victoria's angels are my thinspirations, yo! =P

I don't know if it's a good thing that they mistake me as one of them. But sometimes, it just gets tiring to say "I don't speak Spanish." over and over again, all the time... Besides, I'M PINOOOOY!!! =))

'Cause SOME PEOPLE just can't seem to comprehend this.

Reminders for March-- first on the list? GG new episodes! Yey! =))

And my to do list for today.

K! I'm out! Byeeee! =*